Lost All Trust

It's unbelievable to me that he actually left the country without telling anyone. I don't understand this at all. I'm so upset and disappointed. I don't know what was going through his head.

I'm mad. I talked to him on Monday and he never mentioned this.

I'm hurt. He didn't even confide in any of us.

I'm disappointed. Is he not taking into account all the things he taught us when we were growing up? Are all those lessons worthless? Would he think this was an okay thing to do if one of our husbands did this to us? He has three daughters... what the hell?!

He's a logical man...and I'm guessing he definitely made up his mind. Things will not be the same (and I hope he thought through the consequences). He made that for sure when he decided to get on that plane. Things will not be the same when he gets back. It's inevitable. The D-word will not be in effect.

Ug. I hate this.