feeling uncomfortable

i was really debating whether to say something about the whole situation. but, i really couldn't bottle it up. i know bottling it up would just mean that eventually i would lash out AND i would be unhappy about the whole situation.

and from the events of this past weekend, i have to be more upfront with how i'm feeling. i don't want to be unhappy. i'm sick of crying over stupid shit that could be stopped right from the beginning.

so, telling him that i was uncomfortable knowing he was going to write her a story... and hearing that he wasn't going to... i felt happy. we were on the same page. i dunno. there are some things that should be sacred in our relationship.. and to think if i didn't say anything and that there would be a continual he and her story-swapping.. i dunno. it didn't sit well with me. that's something we do for each other.

i'm very happy i said something.