Anxiety.Fear.Intimidation.Relief

Since Tuesday I've been on a rollercoaster of emotions.

I had the shock of knowing that I might have done something unintentionally harmful.

In short, work is a stressball.

I couldn't sleep last nite because I was imagining that my @ss was going to be fired or disciplined or even sued.

I finally got enough nerve to email one of my supervisors who I'm totally intimidated by. I wrote where I was coming from... what I was thinking...

My sigh of relief came when she wrote back: "It sounds as if you did all you could during your shift."

whew.

My ex-supervisor says: "Maybe, you need a less stressful job. How about getting involved with clinical trials?" ... I think she wants me to go back at UCLA again. .....Tempting.