BFP = OMG!
On Thursday, I called the RE's office to figure out what my next steps are going to be. My period is supposed to be around now and the Fourth of July is this weekend.. so if I get my period then how am i going to schedule my next ultrasound and get my next round of clomid?! Well, one of the girls in the office said my file was in the RE's office and the RE was in a consulation. She just told me that if I'm >10DPO then come in for a blood test. Thank goodness I worked the early shift so I just left work and went to their office. She surprised me when she said she would get the results back by Friday and would call by noon.
Noon on Friday came and went. So since this weekend is going to be a drinking weekend with the holiday. I controlled my fears and decided to just pee on that HPT.
I waited a bit..and then low and behold.. it turned out with TWO line = Pregnant!! I couldn't believe it! Even now, I'm skeptical.
D was going to be home soon and I had to figure out how to tell him.. should i tell him when i get the real blood test from the RE's office to confirm it more? Well, I didn't think it would be fair so when D got home... I showed him the test. I think he was a bit shocked. I had told him probably next week we would know if i was preggers or not. So, he was caught off guard. I could really see the excitement and surprise on his face. It was cute when he said that all the crap he had to deal with the whole day just disappeared with the news. :)
I really wanna be hush hush about the news until i get past the bloodwork and ultrasound. I actually want to wait until I hear a heartbeat to start telling people. I think that will be one step closer to realizing a person is inside of me. Dan couldn't wait.. and he had to tell him mom. I think i'll actually wait til my mom's birthday in a couple of weeks. That'll be a nice birthday gift right?
I just hope everything goes okay. I'm not feeling any type of pregnancy symptom except the tender/sore breasts. Other than that.. i don't feel any different. I keep going to the rest room and trying to see if any blood is going to appear. I'm just in pure disbelief. Even on Friday Night, I couldn't sleep.. even D couldn't sleep.. we woke upat 230am and stayed up.
All the things of what i can do and eat are rushing into my head. oiy! I always knew it was going to be hard to get pregnant. But from this point on..its a mystery
Noon on Friday came and went. So since this weekend is going to be a drinking weekend with the holiday. I controlled my fears and decided to just pee on that HPT.
I waited a bit..and then low and behold.. it turned out with TWO line = Pregnant!! I couldn't believe it! Even now, I'm skeptical.
D was going to be home soon and I had to figure out how to tell him.. should i tell him when i get the real blood test from the RE's office to confirm it more? Well, I didn't think it would be fair so when D got home... I showed him the test. I think he was a bit shocked. I had told him probably next week we would know if i was preggers or not. So, he was caught off guard. I could really see the excitement and surprise on his face. It was cute when he said that all the crap he had to deal with the whole day just disappeared with the news. :)
I really wanna be hush hush about the news until i get past the bloodwork and ultrasound. I actually want to wait until I hear a heartbeat to start telling people. I think that will be one step closer to realizing a person is inside of me. Dan couldn't wait.. and he had to tell him mom. I think i'll actually wait til my mom's birthday in a couple of weeks. That'll be a nice birthday gift right?
I just hope everything goes okay. I'm not feeling any type of pregnancy symptom except the tender/sore breasts. Other than that.. i don't feel any different. I keep going to the rest room and trying to see if any blood is going to appear. I'm just in pure disbelief. Even on Friday Night, I couldn't sleep.. even D couldn't sleep.. we woke upat 230am and stayed up.
All the things of what i can do and eat are rushing into my head. oiy! I always knew it was going to be hard to get pregnant. But from this point on..its a mystery
posted by Lu at 7:06 AM
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